Saturday, 14 November 2009

More Cardiff

Solitary strolling through Cardiff has done me the world of good. I
had space to think and got my mind back onto my page; my agenda.
Holidaying in clans is great fun but it leaves little room for the individual so I stole some 'me' time. After a long walk I chose a pub for a rest and chose wisely. Apart from the warmth the Queen's Vaults has two of my favourite things. Desperados beer and pinball. The former is the tastiest liquid ever to grace my palate and the latter? Well, pinball is something I adore. It is entirely engaging for the mind and even the physical bumps and bangs are, to me, as relaxing as massage. I'm glad to be here. If I had a book it would be akin to paradise. Ah well, pinball it is.

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Friday, 13 November 2009

Cardiff

Or Caerdydd (according to a suspicious Welshman beside me) is a town spruced up and scrubbed clean looking beautiful to all visitors. The trouble is, the cleansing agent has deprived the place of any kind of character. Or maybe the rugby emptied the streets?

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Thursday, 12 November 2009

Dave's Choice

There was a few of us there at the bar, swapping pints and so many stories. The barmaid cleaned glasses and eavesdropped, taking in the news. Jim was just back from holiday bringing cheap cigarettes and cheaper vodka. His shining suntan radiated around him, creating an aura of health and wealth.

Dave sipped at his lager, silent, yet part of the noisy whole.

“What’s up Dave?” asked Jim.

“Eh?”

“You’re not sayin’ much.”

“Just listening.”

“Naw ye’re no’. Ye’re miles away. Whit were we talking about?”

“Eh? Your holiday and that. The folk you met from Kirkcaldy.”

“Naw ya tube! That was ages ago. We were talking about the new Coldplay song.”

“Oh? Aye, well, maybe I was daydreaming.”

“Aye we know you were. What were you daydreaming about?”

“I don’t know.”

“Ye must know!”

“Eh? Well, I was actually thinking about the dichotomy between the sovereignty of God and free will. Like, is it possible for both concepts to co-exist? How can everything be foreordained and us have the freedom to choose our own paths in life? Or, is it simply the difference between fatalism and providence?”

Dave stopped as he realised that everyone was staring at him.

“Whit? Are you havin’ a laugh?” asked Jim.

Dave paused, gauged the situation and laughed: “Course I am. Pffft! Free will? I was thinkin’ about your wife’s tits!”

The laughter echoed in Dave’s ears as he went back to sipping his pint: “Free will my arse.” He muttered as he winked at Jim.


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Wednesday, 11 November 2009

Too Loud

This need to shout
Bewilders me
Bawling at one's friends?
Why? Calm down and chat
You assualt my ears
With your selfish performance
Like a toddler crying for attention,
Learning to talk
Seriously
Shut the hell up
Put in your dummy
And give us all some peace.

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Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Lost

Blood pumps, heart throbs

Beads of sweat

Dampen hair and clothes


You pace, same steps

Up and down

Searching here and there


Doors bang, drawers shut

Phone a friend

Ringing out, no help


Eyes rove, thoughts chase

Leather pouch

Cannot have gone far


Cry out, relief

Wallet found

Cards and cash all safe


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Monday, 9 November 2009

Mountain Top

The top of a mountain is always an event for men. A day out, a world record, some kind of challenge. For birds and sheep it's nothing. They got there looking for food, aimlessly wandered their way to the summit then headed off to the next one oblivious to any achievement. Why do we go up there? It's only half way. A cold, windy, inconvenient place to eat sandwiches and drink tea from a flask. You can't stay up there. No food, no water. But there is satisfaction up there and you get to keep it. Starting out at the bottom and ending in the same spot a change has taken place. "I went up there and now I'm back and it feels good. I saw the top and from there the bottom looks good." Back at the bottom everything is the same except those who went up top, tired, sore, weary, happy, satisfied. "I went up that mountain." "What did you find up there?" "Nothing much. But when I got back down I had memories and a smile."

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Sunday, 8 November 2009

Fresh Fruit

Lime time

Out comes the knife

I avert my eyes

Protecting them from

Wayward juice


That sprays

Into my pint

I enjoy the smell

Of citrus and rind

Freshens me


It’s plugged

Into a beer

Drowning in the foam

Infusing it with

Tangyness


And soon

It lies dried out

Like so many of

The hasty drinkers

Left to rot.


More tomorrow...